Once upon a rainy day, I was headed home from work. I was on the phone with Brian. We talked about everything. It was 9:30 before I knew it and I had to hang up the phone. We would talk for another 2 hours on Yahoo IM. He told me he loved me but I just said "I'll think about that" and hung up. It made him a little angry. But I can't say it back to him yet. Not yet. I mean it but I can't say it. I write it in my poems instead. I think he understands. I hope so anyway...